Hey guys!

I decided to un-publish my audio releases of me singing my own songs. Part of the reason is because I might share my Newgrounds releases on Facebook, which I just got, and I don't really want my family to hear/see those tracks because the fact that I have a crush is not known to my family and I'd like to keep it that way. The songs never really got recognition here anyway, and it's nicer to have just my BeepBox audio showing because that's really the main purpose of my Newgrounds account.

EDIT: I made a new account that I'll post my other content to! Check it out: https://fourdoors.newgrounds.com/

I don't think I'll record any more of my songs in the future, but if anyone's interested here's the lyrics to my most recently written song, Nothing to Do:

The chance of a lifetime, three letters away

But I had not the courage to speak

What've could've been my greatest day

Is now just another day in the week

At best it's already left your mind

At worst, you'll think I wanted to say no

Yet again, I wish that I could rewind

'Cause I'd love nothing more than to go

But it's too late

I had a chance, a gift of God

But it's too late

I threw it away, regretting that you're lost

To be with you would be three words away

If I'd the strength to give love a try

More likely I'll be left with just one word to say:

That terrible, dreadful goodbye

Is it too late?

I don't wanna see the time and you go

But it's too late

'Cause now I've nothing to do with you

Every time you ask me to a dance

I'm too shy to take that chance

I'd sooner let the time pass me by

I'd sooner be just another guy

I'd sooner say a heartbreaking goodbye

Than say I love you while I can

Is it too late?

I don't wanna see the time and you go

But it's too late

'Cause now I've nothing to do with you

Backstory: my crush asked me to homecoming because she needed a friend to go with. I was concerned with the idea that my mom could easily make a joke about me liking her, if I explained that she had invited me as a friend, and I didn't know how I might react to that considering that it would actually be accurate. [EDIT: forgot to insert the following important note.] As a result of this, I basically said no. (Actually, I was silent until prompted again to speak and then I managed "I wasn't really planning on going to homecoming...".) It was really stupid of me.

The "every time" part also refers back to when she invited myself and my friends to the JCL State Forum dance a few months back and none of us actually partook in the dance. That's actually what started my journal.